I finally figured it out.

I have an intellectual penis – hell, maybe we all do!

If my brain is my biggest sexual organ

It’s only fair that my cock joins in on calculus.

I’m serious.

As I think about the world – as I feel into Espinoza’s

Assertion that atoms – or something smaller –

Are tiny geniuses participating, creating

What is, dont I need my urge toward union to

complete the understanding?

Don’t you think atoms long for penetration and to be

Penetrated, just like we do?

How else could we explain the sun, without

Virtuoso vaginas, genius johnsons, brilliant bottoms?

This is as serious and as silly as Mass, as the Eucharist.

ANd so to understand my life, don’t I need to include

My sex, my bowels in the temple as much as my heart?